JESS IS HOME!

Before I start ranting about that fantastic piece of news though, I'd like to mention I've spent the last ten minutes cackling at this. (Just click it to enlarge). I love afterellen, I really do. This one is based around episode 5 of season 6. It's just about the funniest L Word related thing ever apart from perhaps "bring it on you fucking dwarf", "crispay" and the fact Shane and Jenny superpoked. (MY EYES!)

Anyhoo. JESS GOT HOME LAST NIGHT. I'm really excited cause she's like, back in this country and stuff. I've missed her like hell! I have a lot to tell her I suppose.

Aaaaand yesterday I went shopping with Bekka and had a bloody good time! It was a right laugh, and I had missed just chatting and having a good crack on etc. I also forced her to buy ANOTHER shirt ;) From H&M. "That's one's really nice like. Oh, it's shirt.. sorry. Actually just get it anyway man!" I'm class.

She forced me into buying four new tops, though, so I guess we're squits. (That stripy one is really nice on btw!) After this and getting some lunch and deciding we couldn't be arsed to have a look in the other H&M (She still had money on her giftcard), I offered to buy her a Starbucks because I'm just so lush like that. ("I think we just stole someone else's drink.." "Who cares we were first man.") And the camwhoring began. "I need a new photo of us man, all the others are ancient and I have hardly any anyway!"

After taking loads and hating most of them (*Camera flashes* Bekka: "I hate it"), we got bored and decided to take photos of our cups, shoes, spills on our jeans and other people in the room. (These can be seen on my myspace).

Ironically I like the ones Bekka took on her phone a shitload better. Haha! But yeah :) I had a really nice day. Love you kiddo.

Today I have no plans except doing the dishes and work at 5pm! Hmmf. Lazy day maybe. I don't know. Please get in touch if you fancy doing anything.

I want you notice what you've been missing.

x

Lazy Sunday!

Okay so I just got off the fone to Jess, who's in Germany. I MISS HER SO MUCH, I LIKE CRIED AND STUFF. She's back tomorrow night and she might be in town on Thursday though, so it's all good. I needed to rant to her so bad and update her on everything.

This is my first sunday off work ever! Well since getting my job. It's really nice to just sit. I'm on msn to Stew atm, ranting about how we miss Jess and how we're gonna go out and get drunk. I'm also drinking Baileys, watching Only Fools and Horses and thinking about how much I'm looking forward to going shopping tomorrow with Bekka. I've missed her so much it's actually pretty stupid, I started crying on the phone to Jess when I was talking about it. And she's sixteen soon, it's really weird.

So today I haven't done much. I'm going to shower soon, tidy up and maybe get started on some homework. And I feel I have to list my plans for this week.. here goes!

Tomorrow: Shopping with Bekka! & Possible night out with Stew etc
Tuesday: Recovering, work
Wednesday: Totally free, anyone want to do anything?
Thursday: Shopping with Yezzmin, Partial P2P Reunion Pissup down the SCENE & Mortal @ Min's
Friday: Crew Day @ Mamma Mia's and Kate's party :)

Saturday: Work and getting drunk.
Sunday: Homework.

So there we go. Busy me! I think I've drank too much Baileys, I'm feeling a bit woozy. And I'm struggling to type properly. Ah well.

Stop moving further away.

x

Why did you bend and break?

Look at this. Look at the state of my beloved street. I learnt to ride a bicycle down that street. I played many a game of hide and seek and just beyond that blue car is my old primary school. I hate the way it looks when it's all slushy and awful. I had to walk (read: stumble) home from the coast road in that. And it was freezing and the bus was late and I was generally not pleased at all. I didn't get in til 10 past 10 and then lay in bed unable to fall asleep until about 3am. I was then rudely awoken by my father leaving for work at 5.30, and lay there until my body decided it was finally time to fall into a deep sleep at 8am therefore making me late for sixth form.

Right now, I am obsessively listening to IPS (in particular, Structure) and talking to Bekka on msn, about.. well, allsorts. This is actually quite an event, considering what has gone on. I'm just glad we're fixing it. However I think her laptop has just crashed because the webcams have gone wild.. I wanted to take a screenshot! I hope she hasn't lost the blog she was writing. I was mentioned in it along with her mother and "the constipated woman on telly".

I was going to go out and get mortal tonight but due to unforeseen circumstances my mood changed at the speed of light and I suddenly just didn't fancy it anymore. In a way I wish I had gone, but I've got to talk to Bekka about allsorts (her laptop had crashed, she returned) and generally have a good crack on and keep her company whilst she's ill and that. She'll probably murder me for this screen shot. Heee.

I have lots of plans for half term. I am going to get mortal down the scene with most of good old Pav 2 Posse (VERY excited for this) and then crashing at Min's house afterwards, going to Kate's party, having a sleepover with Jess, having a crew day at Mamma Mia's, going shopping to buy lots clothes and a new bag, and basically having a social life. I'm estatic at the amount of free time I now have. And I'm going to spend Sunday catching up with my homework and such, I have quite a bit to do over half term.

What keeps the pressure building, what takes your breath away? I hate it when bands are so lyrically genius because it makes me want to post them EVERYWHERE. I want you to notice what you've been missing. 66 days. I'm actually really buzzed for camping out and such because it'll be such a laugh. Especially with Liv. Which leads me on quite nicely to this..

This is Liv. I took this photo in the study room. She wanted me (along with Jen, Knoxy and Faye) to do a blog all about her, so I am. Liv likes poo. Liv likes Escape the Fate and in particular, Max. Liv's going to GIAN. And Katy Perry. We're going to get drunk on the train. We're going to camp out. Liv was part of the original CC and also the DC. Liv has a sister that I refer to as Coffatron (because it's her myspace name and I find it genius) who has a hilarious myspace and sends Liv texts about lesbians. Liv is generally hilarious. Liv pulls incredible facial expressions. Liv takes sneaky cam shots of unsuspecting sixth formers. I actually quite like some of the pictures.

And this is Knoxy. She likes my hugs and we sit in the study room and buzz about Tears for Fears, the song off Matilda and she gets pissy with me when I waste all the battery on her iPhone. She's going to GIAN too. And Katy Perry. She's dead violent but in a good way and she makes me laugh a canny bit. She's actually doing well in Psychology now which is something I'm quite jealous of. She tells me very funny stories about Greg being sick in bars and waving his head around in a circular motion because he was very drunk.

This blog has gone on long enough, I can't think of anything else man.

Wrapped around your chest.. nothing's too excessive when you've got nothing left.

x

Well, I tried.

Okay, so I found this funny. Really funny infact, it was the highlight of my day. Which will tell you a lot about how exciting life in Sixth Form at Burnside is. Well done Greg for making us smile. Pooley however ripped it down (albeit concealing a smirk). Even McCudden saw it (god I just used his name in MY blog) and unfortunately he wasn't even that arsed. I just like seeing him pissed off, I suppose.

In other news, I now feel the need to list what me and Tats did before we went to to join the people's theatre last night. It involved watching The L Word, creasing at Alice's many one-liners ("Oh my god are you black?"), bitching about Dana's untimely death ("why is she fucking dead man, it broke my Alice's heart and she was just really goofy and mint anyway,") screaming at the Shenny sex scene ("My fucking eyes are burning") and generally having a good larf at the silly dykes. I do love that programme.. and I am in love with Alice Pieszecki. I forgot just how much. Anyway, after that we ran off to get pizza (which was really nom) wearing eachother's shoes and this fat old woman came and got a phone card, of all things, from a pizza shop. I also wearing Tatti's sunglasses even though it was about 6pm and therefore quite dark. Oh, I forgot, we also had a total crease with "Wor Suze" about wooly barnets and Katy Perry and god knows what else. I was in hysterics. I am actually Tats' Mam's #1 fan.

So back to today. I actually lost my attendance report yesterday and then found it in the street on my way to school this morning. What are the fucking chances? It now has tyre marks on the back of it, but I think that is fitting, it's a sort of "haha I'm defacing this so called discipline, suck on that."

Nothing else of interest has happened apart from my best friend going to Germany for 12 days when quite frankly I've never wanted her around more. I can't wait til she comes home. On the upside, it's going to cost me 1p a minute to call her while she's away. Good times!

I'm eating chicken and drinking tea before bed. Work was shit.

This is what I get for letting my heart win.
x

I am part of a theatre company. WAT?!

I joined the People's Theatre tonight! It's actually pretty amazing inside, I got really excited. The stage is a really good size for an amateur place and there's like a little bar and stuff. I really felt like I could go there and just.. be.

I want to be involved in the technical side, too. I am fascinated. I want to paint sets and fiddle with props and design things. I am literally in my element. I'm really, really estatic about this.

Today was uneventful otherwise. Apart from Tatti's house but I'm too tired to give that the detail it deserves.

The show must go on.

Home from work.

And on msn to Jess! I give thou proof. Oh, how I adore her. We are sitting ranting about how Snow Patrol is a mere five weeks away, how we're going to have an amazing sleepover on the 18th of february and how she loves this blog so much she's going to subscribe to it.

Recent happenings.. well, at Burnside, I am quietly growing to hate the prisonesque establishment even more. I have been put on attendance report (ironically my attendance is fine, over 90 in all lessons, 100 in drama, obviously) which means I have to tediously get every lesson signed by my subject teacher, and get my frees signed by whoever's in the study room as proof I'm actually doing my homework. Treating us like young adults? I THINK NOT. Of course, I have now joined the reppin crew that Laura Knox and Sarah Taylor are already part of. I feel so rebellious.

I went to the doctor's yesterday, after finally getting sick of feeling drained, depressed and generally shit for no apparent reason. He says there's nothing wrong with me. Brilliant, teach me how to sleep properly, please.

I have also resolved to go on a stationery whoring session as soon a possible in an attempt to motivate myself academically. I like pretty clean books full of clean paper and files that click and such. I will organise myself. I have to. I am wasting myself at the moment, I just wish I wasn't so bloody knackered. Or such an artistic twat. Why can't I just be interested in things that don't involve me making noise, singing, pretending to be someone else or writing meaningless fiction?

Oh well. I will return as soon as I can with more photos of things I deem to be relevant. And of course, simply for Jess.

Bed awaits.